I miss you so.

Hello sweeties. Please relink me http://clairislee.blogspot.com/ . Thanks lots. For the worst fall I had. I had a worst time standing up. Thanks for those who concern. Friends and everyone. My last post for you.



Did it pass by...Our love
Is it just a heart-breaking memory..
It's turning around...Your heart...Can't I catch it with my tears...

My love I love you, I love you..Are you listening...
My love...Don't forget...Don't erase...Our love..

Can you see my tears. I long for you all day
My heart beat when we kissed but now it's all a memory

My love I love you, I love you...Are you listening
My love Don't forget, Don't erase... our love..

Everyday I long for you. That's how my day goes by. Where are you...
I'm sorry I'm sorry that I can't forget you...
My love come back to me.. Don't leave my side, please...

Ok. I swear I'm fucking bored now. I can't believe that I actually stay at home for the whole day. I got nothing to do. Fuck it. Alvin is sleeping. Not even a half day entertaining me. NOT BAD.

Hmmmmm

Hello Sweeties! I'm awake from my sleep. Went to Raymond's house to play one whole night of MAHJONG. I was so so so fatigue! I called for a stop even though I'm winning :p I was really freaking tired. H3h3. I was losing like mad in the first few rounds. But eventually, I won back and won even more! :D Keke. I'm a pro shit in mahjong. I swear I keep on self touch (自摸) . Double double double! Hoho! Alrightys. Goodbye!

PS: Should I buy a new camera now or after new year? My sweetest sweetheart has offered to pay half for me but I don't feel like using his money. I saw one that I really like. If I buy now, I have tons of new photos to capture during Christmas and new year countdown! But I should wait to see if there's any better ones out there right? In such dilemma. Oh man.

PSPS: I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS! :D

I can't let go because you've given me so much to hold on to.

As soon as I promised myself that I wouldn't fall for you again, I fell. I hate the way you can push me to my limits with the things you do and then you know just the right time to say something sweet to make me fall in love all over again and I forget every little reason I was mad. How can you say that you love me, when the world around you is changing? Well. Alvin is still under provision. So if he can't do what I expected of him, I shall kick him away again :x

The hardest mile I've ever walked was the one away from you.

Eyebags. Oh man. I'm supposed to help out my mom today but I slept my way through. Damn it. I have already thrown all the shits to her for the past few days. I felt like a unfilial daughter :( Meeting Jason later. Going scapeeeeeeee for icerockz! :D Alvin cried infront of me. I'm just as soft hearted as ever. Oh well! byebye!

I'm bored

I think I look like SOMEONE in this 2 photos. FML. Above photos are WITHOUT make up, So shut up if I look uglier or don't look alike ok! Afterall, that's what make up are for what! Ok lah. I'm going out already! Kbai!

I miss you

I should learn to go out without make up. Or at least, without foundation and concealer. Eyeliner and eyelashes doesn't do harm to my face. But foundation does! Damn it. Argh. I just spend money online again! I bought tons of clothes again! That's because I AM GETTING READY FOR CHRISTMAS! Hehe. Sian. Armani Exchange has burn a hole in my pocket :( I'm officially declare BROKE! Hoho! Fml. Why am I so poor? :( Sigh.

Right guy, wrong time.

Teehee. Short update. I went to watch Hello Strangers. Not bad. Quite lengthy! And I don't like long-winded movies :( Oh well. Thanks for all those who concern about us :D I'm off to bed! Ciaos.

Next time I fall in love, I'm going to look before I take the falling leap.

What if I said that you never mattered? That I never lost one moment of sleep? What if I crushed all your dreams? Broke all the promises you swore to keep? Tell me how your life would be, if I did what you did to me.

This ending meant next to nothing to him, but I'm not surprised. I just wish he cared a little..but he stopped caring a long time ago.

I never matter to you. Not in a million years. And I have learned to accept that fact. Therefore I let you go (:

Guys tend to take things for granted.

You've changed. We aren't the same anymore. Did I ask for too much?Is it my fault? I got no mood to blog. Will blog when I'm feeling better. I guess, I meant nothing to you. I have never been so insecure before. Never ever been so helpless. I guess I just have to learn to accept that you aren't the person I once knew and once loved. If i told you this was killing me, would you stop? Pain is never a reason to let go. But it hurts too much I could bear now.

Respect, trust, love

I won't be the one hurting anymore.
Because I won't be the one who care anymore.
Or I should say, I couldn't be bothered anymore.

I'll blog when I'm back. Or when I'm free. I know I shouldn't neglect my blog! :( But I'm extremely busy! I'm going out soon and I'm late! Gosh. Readers, please continue tagging cause like I said, you're my motivation to blog :D Ok. I sounds like some attention seeker. But hey! Everyone wants to know there are people who view their blog ok! Hahahaha. Ok. I shouldn't crap much because I'm super late now! Ciaos!

Save the best for last

OUTFIT FOR THE DAY!

I love my leggings like seriously. Damn cool :x I'm like so buey ba. Hahahaha. Went to Ion (alone -.- ) first to shop around and aftermath, Jason and Rachel came to meet me. Walk to Scape and saw so many familiar faces!

First was WenLoong! So long never see him already lah! So we chit chat awhile. And then when we reach IceRockz, I saw YongQin! Hahaha! Such an idiot. And then was Andrea Soh! Her style of calling me will never change. "CLAIRIS LEE" . Hahaha! Aftermath, Alvin drove over to Scape because he felt like drinking IceRockz also -.- So went to played pool after that. Send Rachel home and went to 302 eat. Fat! -.- Home and sleep like a pig. Hahaha. Waiting for Alvin Cheong to end work so we can go play again! Hehe :p Feel like spamming frog leg porridge again :/

Just met Alvin Cheong :D Went to Timah and had my frog leg porridge. SPAM LIKE CRAZY! Bwhahahahas. Aftermath was pool. I tell you ar! I win Alvin! Hahahahahaha! In pool and 9 balls! Woohoos! Alvin 9 balls always lose me! :p Not gonna meet him tomorrow cause he'll be working. SIAN! I'll be missing him :( Bet he everytime flirt with girls without me knowing! Hahahaha. Kidding. Alvin drive dangerously. But I like the excitement. Later I die without people knowing the reason why. Hahahahaha!

PS: People irritates me by going to Alvin's ex blog and my blog just to ask about this and that. Come on lah. They're past tenses. She's having her blissful love life while I'm happy with mine. Mind your own business please. We both are not at loggerheads with each other. Neither am I be sensitive about her. And lastly, I DON'T HATE HER. If she smiles at me, I'll smile back. So, stop your nonsense.

Universal studio

Hello stalkers! I'm back. With tons of photos from universal studio. Hehe. Basically Alvin and I had so much fun! Esp rides. Only the mummy ride is fun. The rest like kid only. NO KICK ONE! Super upsetting :( But never mind. At least Dearling tries his best to go all the rides with me and he did (: Ok. Pictures speaks a thousand words. Let them show you what's inside universal studio :D

This is like the best shot in universal studio. Really don't look like it's in Singapore. Haha.

Hehe. And we saw Alvin's ex yesterday :p And I started to make fun of Alvin. LIKE FUNNY ONLY! Haha. Waited for them to leave the arcade so we could play DDR. At first thought they left, so tap one credit. In the end, they went to the toilet. Like sad only :( Cry already lah! Kidding.

So no choice. Played that one credit and went to get Joshua's cake because it's Joshua's birthday! Although I'm still quite pissed that I didn't go to Timah and eat my frog leg porridge. Humfph! Alvin drove me home and I slept like some fucking pig that I didn't even wake up to help my mom. Omg. Clairis, you bad girl :( Oh yeah! I HELP ALVIN TO PUMP OIL TO HIS CAR! HEHE! I'M SO NICE! :D

Kbai!