Fever: 39 degrees.

Yes yes. My status say it all. Went to the doctor's and found out that I'm having a 39 degrees fever. Super cold now. You're not there for me anymore. It's so heart aching whenever I think of it. Tears would just fall. Time to be independent I guess.

我的心好冷 等着你来疼
而你现在还不懂
冷冷的夜雨中 好想你来拥 
一切只换来你一句保重 
我的心好冷 等着你来疼
恨我自己没有用
不要走
不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
没有心别再拖
好心一早放开我

I agree what Yongqin told me.
I don't want you to leave.
Be it thick-skinned or what.
I just rather feel pain than nothing.