Mega-edit

I'm just plain lazy to update. I'll blog when Alvin and I celebrated our upcoming tenth month. This time, it's just our world (: Will update how we celebrate with tons of pictures so girls can be jealous I got such a good boyfriend who will drives me around and give me whatever I want :D But just a simple reminder, he's mine. Not yours! But even if you were to snatch, I think you will till next life also cannot get :D

I will not be a good girlfriend. I've got a high ego. I'm stubborn. Due to my stubbornness， I'll never be the one to lower my pride. You lower yours just to see me heighten mine. You treat me like a princess and I'll climb over your head. Realistic but never materialistic. Love is a joke and that's what I believe even though I'm in a relationship. I don't believe in forever and love because I've seen much more than I could bear. I don't trust anyone cause this word trust, has been broken and misused because of liars. And yes. I do suck.

Sweetie!

Sweetest sweetie offered to pay for my online stuffs. So I started shopping and shopping and shopping :x So I got new dresses to wear after a week or so :D

I need a new pairs of heels. I hate it when I got to wear the same old boring heels again and again. I wanted those super high ones. But too bad too sad. Sweetie is rennnnnnnnn :x Inside joke. Haha.

So we went Cathay to watch haiyiak (Karate Kid)! And went to eat Ben&Jerry's. Once in a while must pamper ourselves. Ahah!

As for today,

Aku's

Yes. we're fine now (: Thanks for all your concern. It's so hard getting this lazy bum out of his bed. Teehee. Out to the movies! I want eat brownie and cup cornnnnnnnn. Super random. Ok. And, thanks YongQin and Fang fang for hearing me rant and giving me the encouragement. Thanks wendy for your super big big concern although I didn't reply. Kinda too down to reply. Hahahahahaha! In any case, Appreciated! (:

Kbai! :D

I SUPER DUPER ZUPER UBER RUBBER BUBBLE LOVE ALVINCHEONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! :D

一字一句都要我承担

我不知道我的心那么痛。我不知道我的泪无缘无故的留了下来。是我还是我们已经不像从前了？

Fever: 39 degrees.

Yes yes. My status say it all. Went to the doctor's and found out that I'm having a 39 degrees fever. Super cold now. You're not there for me anymore. It's so heart aching whenever I think of it. Tears would just fall. Time to be independent I guess.

我的心好冷 等着你来疼
而你现在还不懂
冷冷的夜雨中 好想你来拥 
一切只换来你一句保重 
我的心好冷 等着你来疼
恨我自己没有用
不要走
不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
没有心别再拖
好心一早放开我

I agree what Yongqin told me.
I don't want you to leave.
Be it thick-skinned or what.
I just rather feel pain than nothing.

):

Sick. Having menses and then sick. Great job. Wasn't feeling well since yesterday. I didn't bother. Thought it will go away soon. But never thought it would get more and more serious. Damn it. I saw YongQin yesterday! He called me cause I was seeing Zen playing stepmania.

针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
努力学习宽恕, 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
希望你能觉悟, 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

Alone

K3k3. I went out shopping alone today. Ended up with a shirt, a shorts and a blazer. Spending money again. But it's alright. Cause I haven't been shopping for a long long time.

Arcade life is boring. I never thought of going back to the games ever since I quitted. But I don't really mind cause there's Alvin who never fails to neglect me. Opps. Accompany me I mean. Haha. It's a real simple life. Slack, play games. And joke around. Of course, when there's a big occasion, we'll go celebrate it big big. In this manner, it will be very very unique and worth remembering as we did something that's out of our league. And it doesn't defeat the purpose of the word celebrating as if you do something special everyday, nothing will be special anymore.

It's real nice to have boyfriend with me all the time. Sticking to me like a super glue which makes me feel blissed (: Thinking how we started out together for the first 2 months till it has been nine months now. Time really flies and lots of things has change. Alvin is gonna be 22 soon :x

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Insecure. Why do guys always promise you one thing and do another?

Irritating

It's so irritating when Alvin is sleeping soundly on my bed and I toss and turn on my sister's bed. I barely sleep for 5 hours so I'm getting super touchy today. I hate it when I'm like this. I always throw tamtrums at Alvin. Pfft. I must tolerate. Cannot throw tempers at him. Tolerate!

Short update

Awww man. I totally regretted getting bangs. Or maybe because I'm just not used to it. But I seriously think I look weird plus weird and still weird! Oh well. Have you ever tried mascara and they just didn't work on your eyelashes? Well. Maybelline new mascara was super great.

Pictures below are taken without fake eyelashes.I used to not have any eyelashes. I mean it's so short that it can't be seen. Look at the difference.

Aww man. Best mascara ever. Nrwzd also mention about this mascara. See how good this mascara is! No more fake lashes when I go out. Woots. I like!

I don't know why are my eyes so god damn big today -.- Maybe because I change to a better brand of eyeliner. Well. It kinda irritates me though. I hate my eyes big. Looks like goldfish. Damn it.

Happy ninth month my dearest boyfriend!

Hello lovelies (: I'm updating cause it's the 3rd. So it's my ninth month with Alvin Cheong! (: So I got my new shades as I broke my previous one. If you go to Alvin's blog, his dedication picture shows my shades. I miss it though ):

Got my bangsssssssss and tons of makeup stuffs. Spend a bomb today! Like over 60 ): no money already ):

Alrights. I don't get to spend my ninth month with Alvin. But it's alright. We'll have a make up date. Right alvin? Hint hint*

H3h3. And I have plan what to do. But Alvin needs to drive. So I'm not sure whether I should go with it or not. Hmmm. I don't know what to blog. I don't quite like my bangs. Tsk. Post up my bangs pictures soon. Hahaha.

Miss Alvin Bery bery muchy. Alvin Cheong made love a poison and the only antidote for it is him, himself. So maybe there will be one day, I really can't live without him cause I've 中毒太深 . Hahahahah!