My new boyfriend

Presenting to you my newest boyfriend.....



HOHO! Super kewt! Keke. I kinda like his fringe for a guy! Awww man. I'm drooling over him! Damn. Alvin will kill me for this :/ Byebi!

2AM (Y)

I like 2AM songs! Hehe. But seriously, can you ever differentiate those big big korean groups singers? I always have a problem with that. An example is SNSD. When I see the photos, I'll go FUCK. WHO IS WHO?! No matter how many times people tell me which is which, I always have a problem getting it in my mind. Hahaha.

Keke

Hey dearling. I'm writing this early dedication for you. Although I have already told everyone that 29th was our 1 year and 3 months, but that was unofficially. 3rd was our officially anniversary. Hehe. It was a date that you choose yourself. You said I have given your birthday another meaning ever since I'm in your life (: Though I might not be your longest, but I'm glad that you dote on me so much. You love me like mad too. Right right right?! Hehe.

The day I met you my life changed. The way you make me feel is too hard to explain. You make me smile in a special way. You make me fall deeper in love everyday. You look in my eyes and make it true. And that's when I realised how there's no one in the world for me but you.

The first time I saw you, I noticed your smile and laughters, the next time we were together, I saw how bright your eyes were, the way you hugged and kissed me were perfect, now each and every time I see you, I see something else about you that makes me love you even more.

And the hard times, they only made us stronger (: Day by day, feelings for you have never fade but they only get stronger. Just like our love (:

Dearling babylove deardear dearie darling baby 宝宝 老公, I love you (:

Happy one year and three months (:

Laughs. Dearling asked me to blog and mocked at some people . So here I am. Gonna be extra mean. So feel free to chit chat again :D

This day is Dearling's chalet date. The date we got to know and flirt with each other. Hahahahaha. Kidding. Well. Love is in the airrrrrrr :D You know, in the first place, I wasn't so pissed with Alvin's ex ( I shall be nice ) till one fine day, I saw her msn chatlog with Alvin. And I started to have this feeling. Nope. Not sensitive. Is the feeling of SCREWING HER UPSIDE DOWN. Yes. People might say, it has been so long. Get over it. But come on guys, you'll definitely remember it. Ahah. And no, not because she chat with Alvin, I felt like screwing her. Is what she told Alvin. Bet people love to know what she said. It goes something like this but it's not identical.


Her: You're with Clairis?
Alvin: Yes.
Her: Well, I think it's a bit RISKY. You know luh.........
Alvin: ( Forgotten what he says )

HAHAHAHA. What a joke. FOR SOMEONE WHO BETRAYED ALVIN HAS ACTUALLY HAVE THE RIGHTS TO SAY THIS?! I laughed and I'm actually quite pissed off in fact. Pissed off is because in my mind, I'm thinking, " Hell. One of a bitch. What are you trying to do here? Breaking us up? How well do you know me? " And yes. If you think I'm making all these up, feel free to ask me for the chatlog because I definitely still have it (: You should be lucky that I didn't call and meet you just to slapped you hard two times. Trust me. I almost did.

And yes. I've smiled to myself when I read it too. Because Dearling trust me, love me and dote me like I'm his small little princess. Dearling dote on me the most! ( He himself say one ar! )

And here I am, mocking her because, I've been through with Dearling for a longer period of time (: Keke. To me, you can break down a temple, a house but never a relationship. Definitely have karma for it. And yes, her karma is getting bullied by me. HOHO! Kidding. After this long time, I've gotten over it. I don't hate her.

And lastly,

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY
MY DEAREST ALVIN CHEONG :D

Heart Vacancy

Keke. New styleeeeeee :D Alrighty. I'm awake at this hour because I AM WAITING FOR MY MAC'S BREAKFAST :x Oh god. Fancy eating at this hour. Clairis, you fat ass >:( Dearling is over at my house watching me blog now. I'm so nice. Didn't neglect my blog for these few days. Hehe. I think I'll ignore my blog soon. Bah. Life has been great :D Never been better :D Except for the fact that Dearling has been FUCKING IRRITATING ME >:( ANNOYING MAX! Haha. Sucker him. But never mind. That's him and I love him (:

CIAOS!

I'm sensitive because you failed to give me confidence

Face it. I am better than your ex and better than your next. ( Quoted - Anqi )

Heyo! Ain't I a good girl by updating my blog everyday even though I'm extremely lazy to update?! Hehe. I need to build up my readers again man! Lazy max. Don't know what to blog either. Bah. Can I emo? Felt like writing my thoughts all down :( Even the strongest person will have his weakest point. And I'm at my weakest point now. Fuck pms.

So what

Arh yessssssss. I'm back! I'm trying to update everyday when I'm free. I know how much it's suck to go to a person's blog and see the same old post again. I know the feeling because EVERYTIME I GO ALVIN'S BLOG, IT'S THE SAME OLD POST! Grrrrrr >:( Ok. I'm gonna upload those super overdue photos. They are so overdue that you can see Halloween photos or even NEX'S BIRTHDAY (Which is like a month or 2 months ago? -.- ) . Hahahaha. I still have tons of photos stuck in my folder but I guess I shall just upload all these first. Haha.

Oh oh. LOOK AT MY CANDY CANE NAILS ON THE SECOND PICTURE. KEKE.















LOL. I got no idea why is this in my camera.





Alrighty. I shall end my post here because I almost died when I edited the photos. Bah. Don't you like my thingy on my head? Hahahahahaha!



OH OH! Did I mention one of my clothes came yesterday? Bwhahahahas. I got tons of new clothes that I haven't wore out. Teehee. Still waiting for another few more blogshops to mail out their items to me. Hehehehe. I felt like a shopaholic :(
KBAI!

Dai yin mai

Dai yin mai, bproht fang waa chan rak ter. Dai yin chan bor ter mai waa kon kon nee rak ter. Ter ja yoo nai yoo shoot faa glai piang hai ter rap roo. Dai yin chan bok ter mai waa kon kon nee rak ter.

I walked into the graveyard once I started believing.
And I should stop believing now.
Not gonna care anymore.
Fuck that shit.
你们都一样.
Ciaos.

Dai yin mai

Dai yin mai. bproht fang waa chan rak ter. Dai yin chan bor ter mai waa kon kon nee rak ter. Ter ja yoo nai yoo shoot faa glai piang hai ter rap roo. Dai yin chan bok ter mai waa kon kon nee rak ter.

I walked into the graveyard once I started believing. And I should stop believing now.

What you mean to me

Hello stalkers. I'm back from my awesome holidays. Am too busy with my awesome life as dearling drove me around the whole cause dearling's uncle is not in Singapore so we get to use the car for tons of days. Dearling dote on me so much lah! :D Hehe. Dearling is bathing in my house now. Haha. So I'm using this time when I'm finally free from his evil arms to update a short post. Bwhahahahahs. Just kidding.

I should open a blogshop and sell my clothes soon. MY CLOTHES ARE PILING UP FROM ALL THE SHOPPING I DID! I shopped tons of clothes, accessories and heels today and there is still 3 clothes and dresses coming in in another week's time from various blogshops that I bought. Shit ass. Spend tons of money in just a few hours time. Not the bad! -.- I've changed to formspring cause I think it's easier for me to do replies as I don't update and view my blog as much. So continue to tag and I'll reply whatever questions. Including my blogsongs this time (:

Ciaos

Trust is like a mirror. Once broken, beyond fix.

Hello. I'm back. And I have been extremely busy with my life so yes. This blog will be neglected. Well, I had an awesome weekend with dearling. Cause we get to use the car till Wednesday so I had dearling to drive me around. Hehe. So we went to Sentosa at night. Romantic much! :p So basically, this will be a very short post as I'll be rushing out to meet dearling after his afternoon shifts. Life has been really great for me although I'm always short of money due to shopping :x But dearling always offer to pay for some of my stuffs. And yes. He paid for our couple shirt at Everlast. Although it seems like extremely late to get couple tees. But that is because Dearling is so small in sized that he can't fit into any of them! So decided to went to shops but no avail. Atlas at Everlast, saw this polo tee that I like ( Yes. Shopping again -.- ) and there's Dearling's size. And I jump up and down. hahahaha. Just kidding.

Be original please -.-

Hello. I have changed my blog profile description as I have seen TONS OF PEOPLE COPYING it. So goodbye to my sweet quotes to Alvin and here comes a new one (:

This is my old blog description.

Someone onces asked me where I thought heaven was. I pointed to you and said " In his arms. " Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catches your heart. And boy, you're really special to me. 030909. On the 29th August 2009, I never was the same again. Because I know from that moment on, life began with you (:

The ultimate test of a relationship is to argue but still hold hands.

Goodbye to my old quote :(

I prefer my old school looks

Left hand side is a picture of sec 2 or sec 3 I think. Compared to the right hand side, complexion is so much better on the left hand side. Ok. Not to mention I edited both before but seriously to me, I realised my complexion for sec 2 or 3 is so much better. Make up really spoils your complexion. And in the case, I mean foundation as I have my eyeliner and fake lashes on both pictures. So nowadays, I rather go out with a naked face. But still to town, can't kick the habit. Still will have the urge to make up. I need to really go to something already. Damn it.

In your heart, I don't care who stayed before

Just changed my playlist. Like finally. I'm off today :D So I'm using this time to blog :D Readers and stalkers are decreasing. Wonder is that a good thing or bad thing. Oh well. Going out to shop shop later :D Working tomorrow :( Sadded. Oh well. Meeting AH AH AH AH AH VIN after I shop finish cause he's working today. Hahaha. Bet I jealous. Today public's holiday. Work today, hourly pay is doubled. Idiot. So I can get $18 per hour today and I actually can't go back. Sian. Like shit only. Don't feel like working already though. Stress much in admin.

One year and two months.

Hehe. Happy one year and two months my dearling (: I'm finally blogging after 1 whole month. Well. Too busy at work. Finally gotten my pay and clear my debts so now it's my turn to go shopppingggggg! :D Alvin still owes me my LV bag :x Actually, I have never ever really go look at my tattoo. I'm still curious about how does my back looks to people. So it's actually this kind of view. Haha.

Transferred to admin. Hehe. Earn enough money and then I shall go Genting, Taiwan and maybe gold coast and Thailand with dearling. Ok. Maybe it's too early to drool over holiday trips now. But I like my pay. Never thought my first pay that came in is kinda high even though I work just for 2 weeks before I submit my payslip. So I shall be rich like soon! :D

Awesome-ness

Ok. I look like some typical girls who like to bend and show their nehneh in my first picture. Whatever. It was coincidentally. Never thought my top is so low -.- I'm gonna sleep soon and life has been great. Although waking up early for work is like so tiring, but during our classroom training, I slept through. Ahah. So I get paid for sleeping. There's test tomorrow and I'm not ready yet. I even left my booklet at the training place. How great. But anyhow lah. Multiple choices only. Passing is like 85%. So I have already prepared to fail it cause I have been sleeping. Ahah. Trainers are great. They ask us to write starting work at 8 A.M when we reach at 8.30. So we got OT pay. Cool uh! Have accumulate tons of OT pay. So practically, when my pay comes, I'm rich! Hahahahaha! Ok. Abrupt ends.

&& Look at my cute little sweetieboy. Awwwww! Hehe! Maybe he'll kill me for this :x

One year and one month

Hello stalkers. Ok. I'm doing up a short posts before I get to bed and start work tomorrow. Last day of enjoyment and then here comes the workload and stress. But whatever. Think of the money and I'll be able to tolerate it :D Alrights. First of all, HAPPY ONE YEAR AND ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY ALVIN CHEONG!

Awww. We have walked hand in hand so far! Soon, I'll be your longest :p Bet someone got to eat her words by telling you it's risky to be with me. Ha! Well. I wasn't expecting to walk this far too. Maybe like 5 days then break with you. Hahahahaha! No lah. Because I never expect you would be the one to tolerate. Even when I can't forget my ex at that point of time when we first got together. You waited for me to got over him patiently. Didn't mind being his substitute at the beginning, was even prepared for me to leave you if he ask me back. You knew at that point of time, I will. And I don't deny that if he asked me back, I would have gone back.

Till that day at prawning with Junwei and co, I teared by thinking that you would leave me one day. That was when I know, feelings for you are getting stronger and stronger. You managed to convince me that love is not a joke day by day. From the start when you said " I love you " to me, and I said you're a joke to you're half a joke and finally, I said " I love you too " to you. Things that I've promised you, are very little. Because I'm not a promise breaker. I wouldn't like to promise you stuffs but I broke it. But what I did promise you was I wouldn't be like your ex to betray you. And nope. Till now I didn't :D We might have huge quarrels, break a few times, but we never failed to get back to each other everytime.

I might not be the best girlfriend in the world, but I would try to be the best girlfriend for you. When you told me I'm the sweetest and best among all your girlfriends, I was delighted. Because I never thought I could be a good girlfriend for anyone. Maybe it's because of attitudes. I have been showing my mood swings all this while but you always tolerate it. But you told me, besides your mood swings, you're the sweetest. H3h3. And baby! Remember what you said ok! You said you won't ignore me again. I don't like the feeling of being ignore. I'm sure you don't either. What you don't like I wouldn't like it either. Regardless of race, language or religion, ok. Just kidding. Regardless of how many quarrels we had, I still love you as much as before. Or maybe even more :p We're gonna build our love strong strong ok? :D Because, if our love is strong, nothing will go wrong :D

ps: I'm lazy to edit pictures. So all pictures aren't addicted except for rotation. So shut your mouth if I look ugly.