Wednesday, August 11, 2010

girls are much more than what they seem. they’re more than just the makeup, the clothes, the shoes, the bags, the sunglasses, the outside. they’re more than just whiny bitches. we’re so much more.. too bad some boys can’t understand.



a girl’s life is a bitch itself. on a daily basis we deal with bitches, backstabbers, lies, boyfriends, crushes, exes, appearance, insecurity, bullying and so much more.



everyday we wake up, we have to shower. we have to fix our hair. then, we have to get dressed. we spend hours infront of our mirror for you. making sure we look good. then we have to apply make up. while doing all this, there’s so much to consider.. especially gossipers and guys. if something’s too short, they’ll call us a whore. something’s too long, they’ll call us ugly.


we go through buckets full of ice cream because we’ve had way too many broken hearts. we cry because bitches wanna hate and boyfriends wanna bitch. we can’t complain because we don’t wanna be annoying.


we trust people, then they end up stabbing us in the back. we learn stuff the hard way. every guy out there making a period joke, like are you for real? no. just because you’re being a little bitch and pissing me off doesn’t mean i’m on my period. get over it.


we get hurt multiple times, and keep running back to the same people. we love hard, and hurt hard. we care too much. we’re never understood. we go through so much trouble when you don’t even notice. we listen to songs till five in the morning and fall asleep to it just because it reminds us of you.


we try so hard to impress you, while dealing with all that’s said about us. after everything, we sit our asses down on tumblr and reblog everything that reminds us of you. we spill our guts out to our bestfriends who’ve probably had enough of you.


we go on facebook and we check your profile a million times, and go through all your pictures. even if we have seen them all before. we hear what people say about us, and sometimes we break inside. but no matter what, even after everything, we have to come out strong.


we have to put a big smile on our faces and pretend like everything’s ok. we have to act nice towards the haters, even knowing everything that they said about us. we love even though we know we shouldn’t. and we wait for something that’ll never happen.


but no matter what, we manage to act like everything’s fine, even though everything’s falling apart. that’s a day in a girl’s life. imagine dealing with all that everyday. we’re so much more than what you think. so much more than what we seem.


Got it from Valerie's blog. Find it quite true. We deal with all these almost everyday. No guys would know how a girl's life is unless they experience it. Some girls can be that lucky not to deal with bitches, sluts, backstabbers, insecurity from their own boyfriends etc. But basically, most of the girls are dealing with all these and I'm no exception.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Woodlands waterfront!



Hello stalkers. First, Happy belated 11th month to my lovely retard tortoise husband. Hehe. Secondly, went woodlands waterfront with AlvinHunnyBunny! :D Have lots of funnnnnn! But I shall blog the pictures next time as there are tons of them and I'm so god damn lazy to upload! So stay tuned. And goodbye! :D

Sunday, August 1, 2010

11th month



I fall in love with you just thinking about you, remembering all the memories we've made: falling in love for the first time, staying in love during the rough times, finding more to love about each other every day. And whenever I think about all the wonderful things that lay ahead of us, I fall totally and completely in love with you all over again.



I got no idea what to blog. But I guess it's like so dead. I don't feel like caring about my blog. Tsk. Bored like mad and since I've got tons of time on my hands, I might as well update. But I can't squeeze anything out of my brain! Sian. On a happier note, 2 more days to my 11th month :D And I like cause this means 1 year is coming :D Since Alvin has so many ex that lasted one year, it's no special to him. Never mind. I shall his first girlfriend to have a 2nd year anniversary with him :D



As you can see, I got no make up on some pictures. Cause I'm too lazy. Nowadays going out without make up cause I like to reach home and take out my contacts only. Convenient ttm. Esp when you reach home late night, you'll just feel like sleeping. And I'm more of a night owl. Go out till midnight then reach home. More lazy to remove them.


I don't even care I look like shit without make up on cause I just plain lazy. Hanbin saw me a few days back and ask me " no make up ar? " I told him is he too long never see me. I nowadays go out without make up. Then he said " Good what. More real. " Hahaha. K. I can't squeeze anymore brain juice to blog. Kbai!

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Trust

I fell deeply in love with you. So deep that regardless what mistakes you made, I'm still willing to give you another chance.



Do bear with my songs now cause I can't upload my songs to fileden. Wanted to upload another one but keep on having error. So I guess you guys got to bear with my cantonese song which is like a very very old song. Hahahaha. But then again, old songs are nice :D

-Edited-

Done with my songs. Heard this song from a movie that I saw on SCV. Think it's quite old already. But then, once I heard the song, I went, awwwww. I like! Hahahahaha. I shall put this song till I find nicer songs. GOODBYE! :D

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Shin woo



Hello stalkers. I might not be blogging as often already. So I might consider closing this space. I shall go to school from now on till they kick me out as I absent like countless times and our grades are counted daily. Oh man. Why RP so hiong one?! I promise myself to go school from next week onwards. Fang fang should be quite the happy :b Fangfang! Let's go crazy shin-woo and Jeremy together! :D

http://piak-yourbuttock.blogspot.com/ :D Will not invite anyone except for close peopleeeeeeeeeee. Cause I think I'll cry father cry mother there. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Celebration for tenth monthsary

I like that you ramble when you're nervous. I like that I know that you ramble when you're nervous. I like that I still make you nervous :D



Well. Having a car is a real convenient thing (: And I like being the girl that is sitting next to him to tell everyone that he's taken :D I kinda like my hairstyle. H3h3.



Ok. I'm trying very hard to update my blog every single day but I always seems so lazy. Need to think of what to update yadayadayada. I'm so running out of ideas. Ok. This post was supposingly to be up long ago but sweetieboy and I was having some sort of problems so it was delayed.



And yes! It's out celebration for our tenth month! Awww! How time flies! We've been together for 10 months. Real long. I'm getting sick of you sweetieboy! :x Hahaha. Just kidding.



Alrights. We're supposed to go to the science centre but we ended sleeping till late afternoon and science centre closes at 6! Unlucky or what! ): I kinda like the left picture of SweetieBoy even though I can't see my face. Hahahahaha.



So in the end we ended up at Cathay watching Eclispe. Not bad. Better than New Moon though. Slacked and took photos!





























And then drove to Geylang for my frog leg porridge! Awesome much! Aww man. Speaking of it just makes me feels so hungry! I want go eat again! I shall pester Alvin for it again :x And maybe this time round I'll go sentosa with SweetieBoy :b





Drove to Marine Barrage and look around. Hahaha.











Went for a pool session till 9 and SweetieBoy drove me home to get some rest as I was beat ttm! Damn tired.





Sweetie! Can we go to Sentosa the next time? *Opens eyes big big*



Alrights. Here comes my little space for my Sweetie Little Boy whom I love so dearly (:



'I love you' means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you--just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down--not just when you're fun to be with. 'I love you' means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them--asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me.



The first time I saw you, I noticed your beautiful smile, the next time we were together, I saw how bright your eyes were, I realized your lips were perfect, now each and every time i see you, iI see something else about you that makes me love you even more. Someone once asked me where I thought heaven was. I pointed to you and said, 'In his arms.'"



And yes baby. I always feels that I'm really blessed to be in your arms. Regardless our ups and downs, I'm always glad that we didn't let go of each other eventually. There are times when we are unsure of each other. There are times where I've given you my mood swings and stuffs. But I'm still trying to change. Be a better girlfriend for you is all I wanna do. I want you to know that I've changed for the better and it's all because I love you. Times where I don't wish to hurt you anymore. Times where my attitude is unbearable for you. Times where I really wish that I can be a better girlfriend for you. You said that an attitude is temporary and your love for me is permanent. You said that deep down in your heart, you've already decided that I'm your wife to be. I'm changing for the better. Because for you, I will. So wait for me dearling. Don't promise me forever. Don't promise me that you'll never leave me again. Because deep down I know, I don't need promises. I need you.