I miss you so.

Hello sweeties. Please relink me http://clairislee.blogspot.com/ . Thanks lots. For the worst fall I had. I had a worst time standing up. Thanks for those who concern. Friends and everyone. My last post for you.



Did it pass by...Our love
Is it just a heart-breaking memory..
It's turning around...Your heart...Can't I catch it with my tears...

My love I love you, I love you..Are you listening...
My love...Don't forget...Don't erase...Our love..

Can you see my tears. I long for you all day
My heart beat when we kissed but now it's all a memory

My love I love you, I love you...Are you listening
My love Don't forget, Don't erase... our love..

Everyday I long for you. That's how my day goes by. Where are you...
I'm sorry I'm sorry that I can't forget you...
My love come back to me.. Don't leave my side, please...

Ok. I swear I'm fucking bored now. I can't believe that I actually stay at home for the whole day. I got nothing to do. Fuck it. Alvin is sleeping. Not even a half day entertaining me. NOT BAD.

Hmmmmm

Hello Sweeties! I'm awake from my sleep. Went to Raymond's house to play one whole night of MAHJONG. I was so so so fatigue! I called for a stop even though I'm winning :p I was really freaking tired. H3h3. I was losing like mad in the first few rounds. But eventually, I won back and won even more! :D Keke. I'm a pro shit in mahjong. I swear I keep on self touch (自摸) . Double double double! Hoho! Alrightys. Goodbye!

PS: Should I buy a new camera now or after new year? My sweetest sweetheart has offered to pay half for me but I don't feel like using his money. I saw one that I really like. If I buy now, I have tons of new photos to capture during Christmas and new year countdown! But I should wait to see if there's any better ones out there right? In such dilemma. Oh man.

PSPS: I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS! :D

I can't let go because you've given me so much to hold on to.

As soon as I promised myself that I wouldn't fall for you again, I fell. I hate the way you can push me to my limits with the things you do and then you know just the right time to say something sweet to make me fall in love all over again and I forget every little reason I was mad. How can you say that you love me, when the world around you is changing? Well. Alvin is still under provision. So if he can't do what I expected of him, I shall kick him away again :x